but it's alright because i passed the fuckin' ins test! two weeks and over 300 pages of the driest text ever, resulting in the most relieving four letter word ever. PASS. mmmmmmmmmmmm. so nice. i'm probably entirely too excited, or tired, i can't seem to get this typing thing right tonight. alright, uploaded more stuff, all stuff my mom wont let me sell because she gives me this look like "sell and die" then hoards them. i dunno what she's going to do with them. anyway. i got a little sentimental tonight. i filled out that side thing on the profile page after ya know, years. i figure if i get more time on my hands i might actually be part of this whole devart community thing the world may never know. mm right now i miss quake and mirc and general internet debauchery. *sigh* RIP LAN parties for me. my life is at this very strange regression/progression stage. lets break this down, shall we: (i really just type these things to myself anyway)

good job - progression
less than 5 friends irl- regression
more interesting life online - regression
apartment - progression
missing high school shenanigans - regression
paying off debt - progression
still being in love with my own apathy - progressive regression

really everything is null. that could be how i like it. alright, now i have to make a fool of myself for myself and dance! yeah for real, it's what i do.